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 Christian campign to free tibet My Christian DiaryHello Christian Brothers and Sisters. I have big time testimonies to tell you all! The first testimony is this- what happened new years eve. I was with my friend Mike, and he felt like the Devil was oppressing me while I was praying with him. He touched me on my head and I felt the holy spirit enter me. The first people I prayed for when I was in the spirit was my family, then I asked god who he wanted me to pray for- and I couldn't believe the answer he gave me. None of you know this- because you don't know me other then this diary- and I don't talk about people who I don't like- because you don't do that as a believer of Christ- you tell a person to not sin- but you don't discuss people's sins with others- that makes you a 'Busybody' in the bible- getting involved with people's live behind their back!(ANY BODY WHO ENTERTAINS GOSSIP- STOP NOW- IT'S SIN)! Going onto who god wanted me to pray for- Most of you probably have heard of her- Britney Spears! I don't like her on many different levels- but God wants his followers to pray to those whom we don't LIKE! My first reaction was- God are you sure? Then I paused- Okay God! I'll be keeping her in my prayers every night- that she comes to the Lord! After that I prayed for Tibet, and Mike and I watched a Service on tape- which was about How God is bigger then our biggest dream, and can make anything we can think or dream or want happen- and more! It was a great service. Then the next day in the service the Holy Spirit came into me big time! I'm planning on going to Mike's Church for now on- because I feel that God is in there! He is a great GOD! And tonight- I have even better news- the webmaster of PhatPish.com e-mailed me in reply to my Christian Free Tibet Cause. He has e-mailed a couple of other web masters and has agreed to help me! This is awesome! TIBET WILL BE Free. And while I was in the spirit I felt that on March 30 of this year that something is going to happen which will either free Tibet, or will lead to it's Freedom! I'm going to mark it on my Calander! Praise the LORD.
In Jesus Name, December 19th Hello Christian Brothers and Sisters. Everything is going great for me for the last week, every single day I can feel the Holy Spirit just move me! Everything has been going just perfect, I feel so close to the LORD right now, it's awesome! I've started a ministry to help Tibet, because they are one of the countries that haven't heard the Gospel yet, and they are under the oppression of China. Everything is just going great with it.(Though I think the counters on it is working a little screwy)! I just can't let any of the people in Tibet perish, just because it's almost impossible to get the gospel in there! It's such a burden on my heart, that I should do something to free Tibet, and bring all Tibetians to the Lord! Anyways everything is just going great. My Job searching is going fine. I did miss my last Guitar lesson, though I've been practicing the Guitar alot! I'll have to appologize to my Teacher for not going!
In Jesus name, December 12th Hello Fellow Christians, It's me again! Things worked out a little better then I thought it would. So I'm still with my aunt for now! Everything is going great for me right now, almost done the first Guitar Instruction book. And I've been hanging around my Christian Friend Mike Dunkly quite a bit too, and it's really been a god send for me to do so. I'm starting to grow in Jesus more and more, and it's becoming more and more easier to follow the Will of Jesus, because Mike is a very Jesus centered person! I am so excited that it's the around the time where our Lord and Saviour is born. I love God so much. He came down to the world in his only begotten son so that we all could be saved! It's so awesome that he did that! We're all free from the bondage of the DEVIL! Go to Hell Satan, I hate you so much! You only deserve one thing- to suffer for all eternity in the burning lake of fire! I'm a little under the weather today though- but I'm focusing on Jesus' powers of healing for us. I'm praising him every moment I can, and I'm saying- I'm strong and healthy in the name of Jesus, where my body may be weak Jesus is my strength in the name of Jesus, and Lord heal my body in the name of Jesus! Amen! UPDATE- the only way I can reason this out is that God heard my Prayers. While I was eating- my dizzyness and upset stomach just disappeared! God's healing power came into me, and I am feeling fine now! Praise the LORD!!!!! HE is so awesome! Today is just a great day for me. Right now I am so moved by the Holy Spirit, it's hard to put it in words. I feel like I could run 20 miles, and I wouldn't feel a thing! Praise the LORD! He's so awesome! His love, His Spirit is better then any DRUG! Amen! December 2nd Hello Fellow Christians, I am not going to be able to update my diary for the next little while. I was on welfare upto 2 months ago. Last month on the first by some miracle I got a check dispite the fact I didn't fill in an income card- praise the lord. But I said it then, and I'll say it now, I would rather got penniless without welfare till I get a job and go to heaven, then to have money with welfare and go to HELL! Since my Aunt Pat is for sure going to be very angry at me for taking such a spiritual approach to money, because she is so worldly, I know because it didn't make sense to here I was giving 40 dollars a month to the church while I was on welfare- she thought 20 dollars is enough, she'll not understand this, and there will be lots of arguements. So I have decided to stick to my guns, and to leave here. I'm fully prepared to go without money for a month or two or as long as the LORD decides I should not have a job, but I have applied to many places, and I pray to Jesus every day that one of those places should call me- and I have full confidence that Jesus will have a job for me by the end of this month- praise the LORD! But until then, I can't be on the internet, or have a computer- because I won't have any money to be on the internet- because I'll need my own place, with my own phone line! So until the LORD answers my prayers for a job- I'll not be on the internet!
Fare Well, and I'll be back soon! November 30th Hello Fellow Christians, It's me again, and I would like to say hello in the name of Jesus Christ. Today I think I should let you all hear how good I play my guitar! This is a small song from Mozart I think you would all like! This is a tune made famous by Chuck Berry I hope you all like them. I'm almost done the first guitar method book, so I tried one of my favorite tunes- Detroit Rock City to see how much I could play- and I could play it fairly good, but I'm not on the level to be able to play the way Kiss plays it, give me 4 or 5 months- and I will be, praise the Lord! Also I would like to bring an update on my searching for a band decision- I've decided to wait till my Birth Day Febuary 21st to start my band- we'll be Y2K compliant atleast! hehehehehehe(love that humor!) I've also made other major decisions- such as we'll produce and manufacture everything with our own money- no signing any agreements with any t-shirts, video, and record company! As I have said once before in my Journal the ways of God are Deliverence, Desire, Dream, Demenstration, and Domination in that order. Right now I have the Deliverence from Professional bondage by wanting to anything else then a Musician and Entertainer, the Desire to make Music thats all about Life, Freedom, and Empowerment for the people through Christ, and the Dream to form the band Jesus Freaks, and I can't wait till I have the band to demenstrate what I believe is already mine, and then work towards everything from producing our own CDs, T-shirts, Video Documentaries, Photo Albums, Web Site, and everything else about our BAND- which will be Domination! This is a small segment of a Great Song that I am rewriting as a Christian Rock Song-
We're not gonna take it
We've got a right to chose him
We'll fight Principalities
We're not gonna take it November 11th The Lord came to me last night, I know it was the lord because I couldn't stop crying, because I am a sinner. And now I feel that a great burden has been lifted from me, because I said, I am not gonna live my life the same way, I'm gonna change my life, and Jesus please help me through this! Now the devil seems like a small mouse to me, one that I can step on if he gets out of line! He just has a big megaphone called fear as his tool! Time to kick it out of his hand, and step on him! The way I feel about the Devil now really reminds me of this years Halloween episode of Buffy the Vampire Slayer. When the fear deamon was in spirit form, it killed many, many, many people, but when it was in the physical form, it was about 3 inches tall, and All Buffy needed to do is step on it to kill it! That's all that the devil really is, this three inch tall asshole with a big megaphone trying to make as much noise as he can, because he knows he's been beaten! Amen! November 8th Hey everybody- I know I have it now- I'm pretty well on relaying on the lord for everything now, and I have a new thought on the devil- which I will reveal in my Christian Views! You'll enjoy this one, I know I am- because it helps me mimilize him to what he really IS! I am also doing great with my Guitar lessons, and I will be forming the Band Jesus Freaks my Christian Rock Band who sings, no ROCKS the gospel, Febuary 1st. My Teacher says that I get songs perfect in timing and that I am going through the book faster then anybody he has ever seen. I keep on asking the Lord to bless my guitar playing, and I know he's listening. Another thing I want to share with all of you, is something a few days ago I was afraid of. You see I was on welfare, but I repented of it because it offends me. I was at the point of saying, lord I'll go through the desert for a few months because I would rather go into heaven without any money, then to go to the fire with money. But god heard me saying that, and he sent me money, my last welfare check. Despite I didn't do an income card, which is required to get your check, a check was sent to me. It put me in such great spirits. God had done something to make the check get to me- so I would have money for another month, to give to the church, to pay for Guitar lessons! So now I am definitely gonna get a job, I have the faith in confidence that God will have a job for me within this month! Praise Jesus, I love you so much! And I know that all the great dreams god has sent me, Jesus Fair, the Jesus Freaks, they're gonna happen to, because if he would help me out with my Guitar, and if he would help me out with money, then he'll be helping me to get all the things I have asked him in the name of Jesus Christ! Praise the LORD!!!!!!!!! October 4th I learned even more today in my walk. Even now Sin is a part of my life, despite the fact I want to serve the lord. So I would like you all to pray for me. But I realized why I keep on sinning. The reason I sin, is because I don't believe god can deliever me from my sins! I lack faith in God's deliverence! So I will now remind myself every single day, and when ever I feel the the bondage of Sin, I will say- and keep on saying- Jesus has delivered me from the sins of my past. He will deliever me whenever sin starts to make me go into Bondage! I reminded by this from a movie I recently watched- called the matrix. Morphius and Neo were sparring in 'the matrix' and virtual reality prison made for humans, and he said- Stop trying to hit me, and hit me! What that statement said is believe you can hit me, and you will hit me! Isn't that faith- Believe that you have been delivered, and you have been! Stop Trying to be delivered from temptation, and get delivered from temptation!
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